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so things have been gay lately.
and i just feel like crying. and telling everyone in my life to fuck off.
and i think i would be completly better off in my life without anyone in it.
so everyone fuck off.
the end.
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    her words kill- whatch out vegas

its been awhile.

so much has happend.
you dont even know.
me and eddie broke up like a month or two ago.
and me and shannon started..a whatever...a realtionship that wasnt such a great one. hes amazing though. but last night we ended things...just cause being friend was the best thing for us at this point.
the bled and underoath is deff on saturday though and i'll be spending the best night of my life with the best people in the world.
so what a deal. thos are like the major tings that happend
went to homcmming last saturday. it was great. i had lots of funnn. dinnner with alot of people.. homecomming and then my place afffter. what a treat. and plus with aonly the coolest people. tiffy didnt get to come:( it made me sad. but there always gunna be more weekend hangouts. casue there always is.
gosh its been so long since i've updated this thing. and thinking that i had so much to type...theres really not that much things that were missed.

so i guess i'll try and keep updating as soon as possible..
but myspace has taken over my life.
ha and shcool and friends.
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    just surrender...all that we've become.

so. my future job(s)

so i finally decided what i want to do when i get out of high school i wasnt to go to cosmetic school thingy and alos a fashion design school so i can major in thos two things. i want to either be a fashion designer or a fashion merchandiser along with being a cosmatoligist, as a side thing. and open up my own salon. yup that what i wanna do.

but im kinda of sketchy about that becasue theres really no fashion schools in maine, the closest one is in new your and i wont be around eddie if i got to new yourk unless he comes with me:(

oh yeha and no one really reads my jounal anymore.

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I Absalutlyaodreandlove eddie wih all my heart
and its been a halfayear for us. and Im inlovewiththisboy.<323849058677625249

So today is basically just a lazy day and a cleaningthehouseday.
And hanging out with eddie and whom ever.

Friday My grandmother is comming to visit.
eddies gunna meet her.

Saturday I'm going to kory's thing with his and eddies band and dead season.
and so on.

Sunday Eddie and I are going to old orchard beach.
to swimandplayontherides. and play.

then my summer is gunna start from there.
I also passed all my classes this here. sotakethat.
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    the bled. youknowwhosseatbelt

a whale on a floppy beach. a cow grazing in the grass

so i havnt updated in a while. a long a while a almost 2 month while. well today was the last day for classes and was the best white day ever. I loved it. gym was the best. allssa flopped down on the floor and i said alysa you looked like a whale on a floppy beach but i ment to say a floppy waile on a beach owell. and she called my a cow grazing in grass or somehtingh of the other. and me and felcia kept grabbing butts and boods. me fee, gracie, and katlyn talk all last block and we all are going to hang out. sometime. this weekend im suppoded to go to old orchard but i dont think i am cause eddie cant get a hold of his dad. saturday i think im going to the ally, i havnt been there in foreever so we'll see who we can find. and so on an d so on.

i'll update later possibly if your lucky...

comment me crackwhore<3

Well Well Well...

eh, I rember when i first started this lj thingy I was obsessed with it. I updated alomost everyday..sometimes 3 times a day or more. I think the problem is is that i have no time for it. but i love typing in it and reading the comments that i raly get. and i love playing around with the colors. hmm I dont know im trying to update more recently.

okay well my vacation was pretty good. I hung out with eddie most of the time go figure. hmm That basically it there really nothing fun and exciting that happend.

today, monday I went to school felt like crap i had bad tummy pains and i was half dead an d tired. and eddie kind of made me mad but not much where im like gunna start bitching about it. and then i came home and startedd fixing my live journbal an d such.

okay we'll i'll update later.
later cuntfaces.
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So starting at the begining of the week, theres not much that happend casuei hardly rember.
but friday i went fising with eddieward and larry. eddie causght a picler i guess i dont know what there called.
then i stayed at eddies for the night. then in the morning we went to the softball feild with derek, josh and jason. it was okay.
it was such a beautiful day out so me and eddie spent our day washing dads care wich was filthy. then he took us out for an ice cream since we did such a good job on his car. then we had a bbq. it was good.
and today eddie and i are going fishing and hoping to catch lots of fish.
and i might stay at his house for the night tonight.


I 'll update when i get the chance.

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So not another surprise.
Im mad at eddie again becasue he ditched me again today. and this is not the first time. but he already had plans with me...buttthey wernt finalized untill 3rd block when he told kkory he was hanging out with me instead of band practice, and he told me today last block and i got mad beecause hes said he would stop but he hadnt, and then he goes i'll come over at four, but like no one understands my point, my point is he ditched me, and then he said he spends his whole time with me, but if e feels that way why make plans with me in the first place. and if your gunna make plans dont break them.

so he broke one of his many prmises with me today.
and blah blah blah.

everyting is so messed up between me and him lately.
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    Howie day -collide

New LayOut.

So I stayed up late, unsleepy and waiting for my clothes to by dryed doing this. I made a new layout that I love. Thanks amy for that site. it helped alot. So i love the colors and I made my icon and the bacround image. extreamly easy and simple.

Friday I slpt over alyssa's house. we whached movies and thats basically it.

But I havn't Updated in a long while.
saturday. Eddie came over. We went shopping I got some new sun glasses pimper than my freakin dad can ever be(gross?) anyways, I bought two new tank tops, Ones black with a bow and ones ble with lace at the top and sequence and a bow. Its pretty.

Sunday FOr EAster my Dad got me a Greeen bunny thats huge. Eddie help picking him out. and than I went to my aunts and we had a dinner nad everything i got to hang out with my baby cousin which was pretty fun. and then we left around 8, I got home and called eddie and we talked for a bit.

so you guys should leave me comments.
casue im out.
later cunts:)
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